It’s been a loooong time since I posted anything. After the stokes and my daughter’s passing, 2021, I completely lost interest in life, love and the pursuit of happiness. Not suicidal just not that interested. I’ll try not to whine too much or feel sorry for myself, but please forgive me if I do. Luckily the strokes were small, and didn’t cause too much damage. Just the left side of my bodies strength is not that great. In January 2024 I had a tibial plateau fracture which required surgery on my left knee. I’ve been on a walker and It’s been a long time recovering. I’m still not recovered enough to be off the walker but I am back to work in the office full-time. Everyone says I’m doing great but I don’t feel like I am. Crying is difficult because it comes out in guttural sounds instead of gently cries. I don’t like crying anyways but it would be nice to be able to gently cry from time to time, especially when thoughts of my daughter creep in. I should just have the comfort of knowing she’s thinking of me as well. I often wonder what she is doing? I’m sure she’s off guiding someone who needs it. She is like that… she loved/loves helping others. I remember one payday she gave half her check to someone in need instead of helping herself she felt it necessary to help some people who were stranded here when their RV broke down and didn’t have the money to get it fixed. She helped get it fixed so they could get home. She was so very kind to people when her own family treated her badly, not me or her dad and brother. It was grandma and cousins. Horribly sad. Anyways… when she passed my son couldn’t get over the fact that he is an only child now. That made him very sad. Now I’m working on getting on a cane instead of a walker. It’s coming… very slowly but coming. My husband and son are my rocks. They never give on me… they keep encouraging me to keep going. I’m starting to get interested in crystals/stones again, and energy healing… my website and posting helpful things like meditation and the like. I’m working on it but not pushing it. So hopefully soon I’ll be back on posting information about chakras and stones. I do want to continue posting information about chakras and stones. Hopefully I’ll see you soon!

May Blessed Light Always Shine on You!!

Mama Owl ~ Carol